— Alejandra Pizarnik, from “Diarios.”
Ghost Print Pack // GhostsBySarah
You’re seeking something, but at the same time, you are running away for all you’re worth.
Haruki Murakami (via quotemadness)
the healing pt 1
I struggled for so long. And i went through it alone. I cried anytime i was alone which was 95 percent of the time. i hurt myself to make myself feel better. I was in such a dark place. i was constantly drowning. and it fucking hurt. i do not wish that pain on my worst enemy. i prayed to god for such a long time to help me, for him to take all my pain away, and to help me. For such a long time, i thought he wasnt listening because i didnt feel better. i didnt think i was ever going to be okay. i thought that if god cared about me he wouldnt allow me to ever feel this way. but now i realize that he puts his strongest soliders through the toughest wars. i am proof that god is real. one day, out of no were, i felt like all the weight was lifted off my shoulders. i am so thankful for that. i am slowly becoming myself again. i am happy. i am making myself happy. i love myself. i havent loved myself for such a long time.
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